Monday, September 28, 2009

HARI RAYA MOOD

well the day before hari raya..kind of not so interesting this year of syawal..because my ramadhan not goin so well.infact my fasting month became more unhealthy because of the problems i been trough.hopefully god will understand me well.hopefully god will forgive me.i guess this year fasting month i have to repay it for next year.maybe because im so tired and stress.no money to spend and i have to budget myself to ensure that i have enough of my own pocket money.its sound like im very broke.before i went back to my parents place i have to work late shift,well i tought that i can make it in time but i guess its very late already.so i have to change my mind to went back on the next day.so the next day is the last day of ramadhan still i didnt woke up for my supper,end up i didnt fasting.so went back with the unhappy mood..so far i helping out my parents to set up the food for the next day of hari raya.kind of bored because some of my siblings make plans to went back on the day of hari raya.gosh that's is very boring.so i decided to clean all the house and try to change everything around my house to make it look nice and tidy.i also try to help my mum to cook rendang and ketupat.until late night we done with our work.so the next day i went for the hari raya prayers.woke up with eyed swollen and pail look..gosh i really not enough of sleep.the story continued after my prayers i having my breakfast with ketupat,rendang,chicken curry,sambal kacang and etc.OMG it really make me put on my fats back again.haha..i guess no.i will ensure i stay fit..that what i always do.then after awhile then my siblings some back.with to many noise inside the house.haha end the end i think again is not because of dressing up for raya but its because raya is to celebrate the month of relief or may i say freedom to all the muslims people.and is about we forgive and forget to each other.thats not all its also helps to bring family close to each other and gave a happiness with a joy of laughter..thats is all about..i guess next time i try to make sure that i will complete my fasting month on the next year..haha..so do to what i experience just gave any comments to my story above

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