Monday, May 31, 2010

Recover from bad fever..

THUSRDAy:after arrived in JB from KL,i was a little bit uncomftable with my body and throat..me and my sister stop for while at the cafe near by not far from her house..we both eat for dinner.i takin just a normal meal and a vegetable sup.abit of black papper but overall the sup very nice.i finish all the food and still remember to take my medicine.as been told and advice from my sister.after finish all the food we went back.once i reach i feel my body abit weak,and i feel that my throat very dry.erm maybe because of the air-coin i guess.but in the end it getting worse.i take alot of warm water to reduce the pain.but it dosen't work at all.until my tempeture goin very high.so my mum ask me to take panadol to make me feel relief.but end up the next day my fever getting worse.infact i lost my voice and i cant even swallow anything..especially food.so immidently i rush to the family clinic near by.the doctor gave me alot of medicine,once i arrived home i took all the medicine and cover myself with a warm blanket to make myself sleep and rest.after awhile my fever turns down.but my throat was still the same.painfull and dry.i can't make myself sleep..because of my throat and the cough..i told my mum that the medicine dosen't work at all..so the next day i rush to the poly-clinic near by.i told the doctor i need the strong medicine that can cure the pain.infact i told the doctor that i have 4days left for my OPERATION.so the doctor understand everything,so i went back home.before i took my medicine i have to take some food.atleast i wont feel hungry.so on that day i took 4 times of my medicine,and sleep like a baby.the next day as the result,my sore throat fully recover,just left a few cough.but still i never stop taking the medicine.because i need to be in a good health on the OPERATION day on wednesday.i realize that,last week i took too much of cold drinks and not enough of rest.so next time i have to take care of my health.and i will make sure i sleep on time..

Saturday, May 22, 2010

king of leon(need somebody)


I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see
Painted faces, fill the places I cant reach

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you, And all you know, And how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night, while you live it up, I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me
Someone like me
Someone like me, somebody

Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody

I've been roaming around,
Always looking down at all I see

A new HAIRstyle...I kind like HER hair...




just adore the hair..but i will make it short...actually i wanna cut the same pattern...but not the colour..

STUPID IN LOVE by RIHANNA(those words are so meaningfull)


Stupid in love
Oh
Stupid in love

Let me tell you something
Never have I ever
Been a size 10
In my whole life
I left the engine running
I just came to see
What you would do if I
Gave you a chance
To make things right

So I made it
Even though Katy
Told me this would be nothing
But a waste of time
And she was right

Dont understand it
Blood on your hands
And still you insist
On repeatedly trying
To tell me lies
And I just don't know why


This is stupid
I'm not stupid
Dont talk to me
Like Im stupid
I still love you
But I just cant do this
I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid

My new nickname
Is you idiot
(Such an idiot)
Thats what my friends
Are calling me when
They see me yelling
Into my
Phone

They tell me let go
He is not the one
I thought I saw your potential
Guess thats what made me dumb
He don't want it
Not like you want it
Scheming and cheating
Oh girl, why do you
Waste your time
You know he aint right

Telling me this
I don't wanna listen
But you insist
On repeatedly trying
To tell me lies
And I just don't know why

This is stupid
I'm not stupid
Dont talk to me
Like I'm stupid
I still love you
But I just cant do this
I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid

Trying to make this work
But you act like a jerk
Silly of me to keep
Holding on
But the dunce cap is off
You don't know what you lost
And you wont realize
Till I'm gone, gone, gone
That I was the one
Which one of us
Is really done

Ooh
No
No
No no
I'm not stupid in love

This is stupid
I'm not stupid
Dont talk to me
Like I'm stupid
I still love you
But I just cant do this
I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid

I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid
In love

SO FAKE DRAMA

Actually,this story was happen after my 2nd time i admitted to the hospital in the month of march,if i can recall..so i found this one guy he know me well from a friend of mine.so my friend gave him my FACEBOOK profile and ask him to add me on his friendlist,infact my friend told him some interesting fact about me.well im kindly suprised that he really did add me on that night.actually i just want him to be as a friend.we had a small conversation on the phone and FACEBOOK.so far i thought he was a very nice and kind person to be friend with.we been friends after that,so call close friends.But to me just a normal friendship not more then that.so he always kept promise,always meet me up even he was very busy or he was very tired after his duty.call me everyday,sms me with sweet words.Buy me this buy me that.i even told him that i dont want all this thing,and i also told him that he help me so much and i will repay all that.because in this case i dont really like people gave to much help on me.but i think after 2months after that,the person who is a friend was totaly out of his mind.and i really prove him wrong that he was a nice person.actually he's planning for something.He was so called got a crush on me and fall deeply with his feeling towards me.And ever since he was a friend to me,he gave everything with money and alot of things just to win my heart on him.I was so shock and speechless with all the things that he's trying to do..because i don't really have those feeling towards him.And i really dont want his money or item that he bought for me.Because to me i really not into all this shit just to win my heart or fall in love to him..sorry im not like that person.So one day he sms me with his sweet words and telling me that he miss me and yet again he like waiting for my respond.well i admit to him that i not really ready for this kind of thing and infact i dont have those feeling towards him.infact i told him that im serious and sincerely that i really not interested to start a relationship with him.i know that he feel the pain.But i dont wanna lie to him..so i told everything the truth.so its clear that we just friends.but i guess he just putting his high hopes on me,until he feels that he just waste him time hoping for something that he didnt get.from his voice he said im ok,but from the inside i think his totaly heart pain.After a few weeks we just be as a normal friends..but he's totaly change,we meet up not everyday,he always busy with his work,well of cause i understand he's working..and he didnt show up when i call or ask him for a help.but everyday i saw his wallpost on his FACEBOOK with sad words and always telling him self love is pain..i guess this kind of thing he need to think for him self..i do ask one of his friends why he so easily to fall in love with people that he didnt know well,his friend said that he just a naive person and so decent..he just need to be loved..but if the person got feeling toward him if dont shall he make up his mind.?his friend also dont know how to explain to him..she even advice him alot of times..but he believes that he got too much of his confident to approch people with his money but yet again he will end up heart broken.well as for me i also dont know how to said.so its already 3months 23days,he became more quite and trying to avoiding me.well i dont really like that.i do meet him last week at his function at this shopping centere,on that time i was with my besties..one thing about him.he dont like to mix around with my friends.so call he's racist.and he always force me to hangout with his friends only.well that one i dont really like it.so i drop by his function event and said hi to him..but his face look un happy and shown that i not welcome..so he said that later he will meet me after his duty.but soon i received his message that he can't meet me because he got gathering with his friends..so i never force him..and i didnt reply because 0 credit.i guess he feel that he just dont want to be friends of me anymore.but to me i dont even care.and i dont take it seriously with this kind of problem,so far i be friends with everyone.and im not the choosing type of person.well this story is a true story and dont easily put on high hope for something that you are hoping so badly,if you got it good for you..but if you dont is just make yourself feel that you lose everything..and it just kills you from the inside..=END=

PARTY IN THE USA...ACID EVENT.


"PARTY IN THE USA"(ACID SLUMBER PARTY pillow talk)

This party actually meant for fun activities,singing,acting,live shows like youtube,drinking,we got foods and playing games.its all about ACID..and its me of coz.so i will gather all of my friends who under VVIP list to come join the fun under the 5 star hotel.one day gathering..how's that for a slumber party of the year..so this party is the 1st party of all..that been held in KUALA LUMPUR.and i will be SINGAPORE soon..will gave all the updates and respond on my blogs..and all the photo on my blog...

Picnic with my besties....






picnic with my besties,chill and hangout with my besties in spore..i miss them alot..evenoe we now in different places...we do keep intouch..pris,alicia and zilla...miss them...XOXO

Once Upon A time..





this picture been taken on new year 2010,at my home town in ChUa ChU KaNg,singapore...on that time i was in shape..workout 7days a week....and im busy with working...and im feeling the mood